[Verse 1]
A master actor, a perfect liar
All smiles played out with expert timing
It starts like rust, slow and silent
But grows like fire, swift and violent
[Verse 2]
I walk much slower now I ve got no direction
All bends are blind, all cracks chasms
I love and hate in equal measures the freedom from precision
That living like this offers, but habits are so easily formed
And not so easily forgotten
[Bridge]
It s nothing that some wine can t sort out
Hit the offy, back a bottle
Drop two sleeping pills and hope to pass out
The run has got me spinning around and down and out
[Instrumental]
[Refrain]
I hate the person I ve become
Hate the foil, hate the filters
Hate the blister packs but I won t stop
The run has got me spinning around and down and out
Praying that the clarity of morning brings
A peace to ease the mourning of
A loss of control as two lives split in half from a whole
[Outro]
She d say I miss you when you re gone
And I would wish that I was off anywhere else
I m sorry, when I said I didn t love you
What I meant was I hate myself
