Wish I was, too dead to cry, myself affliction fades
Stones to throw in my creator, masochist to which I cater
You don't need to bother, I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping further, but once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds
Wish I was, too dead to care, if indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest, so you fed me shit to digest
Wish I had a reason, my flaws are open seasoned
For this I gave up trying, one good turn deserved my dying
Wish I died, instead of lived, a zombie hides my face
Shall forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries aaand
You don't need to bother, I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping further, but once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds, you don't need to bother
I don't need to be, yea, I'll keep slipping further
But once I hold on (once I hold on)
I'll never have doubt my deceit