I feel like I m nothing
I feel like I can t be
What everyone says that they wish that I could be
I feel like its over
I feel like ill never
Get out of the box that I put myself in
I m deteriorating
Dissolving and fading
Ill turn into nothing
Cause everything new is
Deteriorating
It s infuriating and humiliating
Don t know what to do
I have these wings
A simple heart
A floating day
A flameless light of love
And it burns so brightly inside me
I can t see it
I can t touch it
Cause it s so damn far away
But I know that
I can make it
It ll warm me up someday
It s a misunderstanding
And it s so degrading
To say that im nothing
Cause that is absurd
And I m not concentrating
On intoxicating
My mind with these terrible words
These terrible thoughts that I m not enough
They will never make me drown
And the only thing that s deteriorating
Are the chains that held me down
In ameliorating
