I liked to say I tried
But I never would
I wish I could have cried
But I never should
And when I heard
The raucously loud
Saying they wish they understood
It felt like I had died
But I never could
I liked to say I m fine
But I hadn t been
I m not the type to whine
Except when I am
And I could ghost
On everyone else
But I wouldn t wanna pretend
That I m alone this time
Cuz I ve chosen when
I ve been getting more distractions
Saw my past and guessed your actions
I ve been stimming with the trigger
Of a gun
You could ask me how I m feeling
Pull my hands off of the ceiling
I will love you till we make it
To the sun
But last we spoke
Before you drove off
You had lied I ll talk to you soon
So it felt like you had died
When you left the room
I liked to say I tried
But I never would
I wish I could have cried
But I never should
And when I heard
The raucously loud
Saying guess I misunderstood
It felt like I had died
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could
But I never could