Memories consume like opening the wounds
I m picking me apart again
You all assume
I m searching in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don t want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I m the one confused
I don t know what s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don t know why I instigate
And say what I don t mean...
I don t know how I got this way
I know it s not all right...
So I m breaking the habit
I m breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don t want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I m the one confused
I don t know what s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don t know why I instigate
And say what I don t mean...
I don t know how I got this way
I ll never be alright...
So I m breaking the habit
I m breaking the habit tonight
I ll paint it on the walls
Cuz I m the one that falls
I ll never fight again
and this is how it ends...
I don t know what s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...
I don t know how I got this way
I ll never be alright...
So I m breaking the habit
I m breaking the habit
I m breaking the habit tonight