I wanna let go of my pain
I ve spent these years growing further away from ok
I ll drink myself better
If it all goes wrong at least I won t go back to where I ve been
Cause it s all gone, even if it s coming back tomorrow
It s all gone and I love the way it feels
Cause I m addicted
To anything and everything that makes me feel alright
You say that I m afflicted
But you don t know the half of it, I m cracking up inside
And my eyes are red, wanna stay in bed
I ll wake up when it s time to do it over.
It s not so easy to explain
How it felt when I was living my old life
But I feel different now
I ll do anything that makes me think I ve locked those days away
Cause it s all gone, even if it s coming back tomorrow
It s all gone and I love the way it feels
Cause I m addicted
To anything and everything that makes me feel alright
You say that I m afflicted
But you don t know the half of it, I m cracking up inside
And my eyes are red, wanna stay in bed
I ll wake up when it s time to do it over.
My eyes are red
I ll stay in bed
But I am not afflicted
My eyes are red
But I m not dead
So I can carry on
My eyes are red
I ll stay in bed
But I am not afflicted
My eyes are red
But I m not dead
So I can carry on.
Cause I m addicted
To anything and everything that makes me feel alright
You say that I m afflicted
But you don t know the half of it, I m cracking up inside
And my eyes are red, wanna stay in bed
I ll wake up when it s time to do it over.
