You ain t worth of thrusting, you re a liar
ain t worth believing, there s nothing good left of you
after years of lies and all that fake happiness
I wanna leave you, yes I do
but I can t, it s not possible
it s not easy to burn a half of self
even though it s nothing good
You think its easy to leave you
you think it s easy to forget
big part of my life is lost in lies
after all the lies, it s finally gone
after everything that you ve done
don t think it s easy
don t think it s easy
cause it s not
easy to forget
it s not easy to forget
no, no, no
it s not easy at all, not at all
not after all
You try to convince me to stay
that there s still something worth staying
but I m not allowed
it s not how it works
I m not allowed to still love you
not after all that happened once
neither I m allowed to forget, all that what holds me back
you re that scary shadow,
following me everywhere and making darkness around me
when I should be still shining after all...
