take my word for it, i m not worth it
I ignored you all night and you don t deserve it
Morning, bathtub, my skin soft and hot
I was sure you were right but you re not
I contemplate my ruined fate
Someone will hurt me so bad one day
And you ll resonate or I ll apologize
Or maybe I ll make the same mistake twice
I hide from phone calls under the warm water
Malice desists, no it woefully recurs
And it plays like daytime tv shows, I confuse you
And I tell you not to love me but I still kiss you when I want to
And I lament, you re innocent
But somehow the object of my discontent
And its ed up, I let you in
Even though I ve seen what can happen
You make a tape, receive it in the mail
And I force myself busy, the diversion will prevail
And I will swallow all my guilt with little pills and forge my chin up
And I will only think about it in the morning, in the bathtub
