All of the bright minds are out in the dark light
Lighting up so they can?t breathe
Outside the party, they?re talking to me
And I can't shake the feeling
Of TV and cold tea and romanticizing
All the things that make me unhappy
And are you happy?
Cause I hope at the end of the night
I?ll find a way to stay surprised
In the middle of the moment, might allow myself a smile
I?m wasting so much time being jaded
But I don?t wanna be jaded
I spent the summer stuck in the bedroom
Staring up at the ceiling
I went to New York and I saw a friend there
To hell and back, she'd been
But she was breathing and she looked at me
It?s easy to be unhappy
And are you happy?
Cause I hope at the end of the night
I?ll find a way to stay surprised
In the middle of the moment, might allow myself a smile
I?m wasting so much time being jaded
But I don?t wanna be jaded
Cause I hope at the end of the night
I?ll find a way to stay surprised
In the middle of the moment, might allow myself a smile
I?m wasting so much time, being jaded
But I don?t wanna be jaded
And outside the party, they?re talking to me, I'm jaded
I went to New York and I saw a friend there, I'm jaded
Staring at the paint that's peeling off ceilings and baby
Oh, you?re not helping anyone losing your way in the jaded