I don t know how else to put this
It s taking me so long to do this
I m falling asleep and I can t see straight
My muscles feel like I may lay
Body is curled in an U shape
I put up my best, but I m still afraid
Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it s time I saw the world
I m only here for a while
Patience it s not my style
And I m so tired that I gotta go
What am I supposed to want now
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn t see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
And still I m too tired to care and I gotta go
I get to go home in one week
But I m leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I m following soothing directions
I crawled up inside for protection
I m told what to do and I don t know why
I m over-existing in limbo
I m over the myths and placebos
I don t really mind if I just fade away
I m ready to live with my family
I m ready to die in obscurity
cause I m so tired that I gotta go
What am I supposed to want now?
What am I supposed to do?
Still don t think I wouldn t see this through?
Tell me I am part of history
Tell me I can have it all
And still I m too tired to care and I gotta go
(solo)
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